This long overdue post has to begin with a Monty Python quote:
“I’m not dead yet!”
My long silence can be explained by a lot of stuff happening In Real Life, most of which isn’t really my story to share. Suffice to say that a close family member is dealing with a major health crisis, and enough of my assistance has been required to eat up much of my free (a.k.a., blogging) time.
I may have used what remained to play my favorite video game, The Sims 3. I’m not proud of the hours I while away in Riverview or Hidden Springs, but I do appreciate the diversion. I’m absolutely susceptible to the siren song of oblivion in a virtual world!
Also, as a bonus, my teenager thinks I’m
more cool less lame when I play more video games.
Major upheavals in the status quo of one’s family dynamics can be profoundly disconcerting. I’m grateful that my current situation is allowing me time to reflect upon what’s happening with my loved one. I’m also wrestling with the reality that some of life’s conundrums never get resolved, no matter how much will one side brings to the table.
The only real option any of us has is to face whatever comes and do one’s best with each situation. Other people will just keep having opinions, personality quirks, and issues of their own. The privilege of reacting appropriately in spite of all that is granted to every one us, over, and over, and over again…
Time marches on, and we will go with it. If we’re lucky, we keep step. Sometimes, we’re just kicked along underfoot to arrive at the future disheveled and in a state of shock with Time’s bloody boot prints on our backs.
I find it best to focus on having made it this far, after all. Kicking aside, it beats the alternative of having no life left to suffer, or enjoy.
May 2019 bring you and your family good health and every happiness!
2 thoughts on “Meeting 2019 with Time’s boot prints on my back”
I wake up some mornings thinking the news was just a bad dream but nope it’s real life and we just keep marching on doing our best to encourage each other on when life throws us a curve ball.
Having been mired in something similar in my family for a few years now, I’m impressed with how philosophically you are accepting what sounds like a distressing situation. There are ups and downs in mine: everything seems fine, then boom problems. It’s a roller coaster. I don’t think I’ve mastered “the privilege of reacting appropriately” either. 😊 But you are an inspiration there. I wish you continued success dealing with the situation. Take care of yourself and try to support yourself, too.